Everything that i had ever felt, was only but a mirage to the fact that everything i wanted was unattainable.
As soon as i took the step into the nothingness i was left with everything i was walking from.
I wanted love but i rejected it.
I wanted acceptance but i denied it.
I wanted light but i chose darkness.
I wanted a clear mind but I’m still left with this think haze,
still dreaming I can have everything i ever wanted.