We were born,
With the permanent temporality.
Yet somehow thinking we could escape,
This dream hazed reality.
And everything we used, to delay
Inevitably led to our decay.
As we sit there being ignorant of the day,
Where the sun won’t rise,
The sun won’t set,
The stars won’t shine,
And our minds forget.
With everything you ever lived for,
Revealed as it was,
And we realized,
Evading time is a lost cause
We were born,
I thought i heard you say,
you love me.
yet all I saw was dust.
You took my hands and feet,
and they perished in the snow.
And i just sat there and wondered,
if everything that i used to know, was everything I needed.
I held my self down,
down to the depths of the ocean.
And what I found,
was this empty sort of notion.
If everything else faded,
and all i had was you.
would be there with me,
if your everything faded too?
I once ate 10 hamburgers.
Yet you’ve still given me more heart problems.
She interlocked her fingers with mine
and for a minute it felt like i was holding the stars.
With all the time in the world together, she asked,
"I wonder where you are",
and for a moment i was perplexed, with this random inquiry of position.
and i replied, fingers still interlocked
"I’m still figuring out if this is real or fiction".
She loved the whispers of his mind,
attempting to explore the universe in which he would lose himself.
Everything that SHOUTED simplicity was erased and re-etched with depth and conspiracy.
Everything was not as it seemed, the chase of an illusion.
Soon she was lost between the parallels of fake and reality.
nothing is ever as it seems.
I day dreamt of you once,
between the flicking of pages, pens and things that have faded.
People beginning night celebrations,
through the stations of patients, reading through galations.
And i fade it from black and white,
with the constant blink of an eye.
The windows to my soul,
so you can know it all.
But i don’t want you to know every dark crevice in my chest,
the cest pool they call your heart.
That was once pure.
Untouched water but now tainted.
Im tainted and always will be.
These thoughts will be left at the alter, to die and rot as i walk free in open arms.
standing on un even ground
with tides ebbing between my toes.
What do you mean?
i just can’t understand who i am
what i am
why am i here
what is my purpose
where do i go
where have i come from?
why can’t i be normal?
my eyes burnt with desire and my heart sunk into the shallows.
restless intentions of disclosed decisions that reflected all the broken stitches holding my skin.
holding in all my past that wanted flow onto the street and into your mind.
Im sorry that i caused you pain.
Im sorry that ill never change.
you kept saying i love you till all you could taste was dust and dried bones
Sitting, feeling, anxious,
My mind in chaos
Thinking back to times on dark streets.
But your the king though?
here’s the info
He came so we can all get the inspo
you only live once but you die twice
And if that’s tonight
I better take a second to see If I act right.
Lost sight, of all the things that ever made sense.
Saying sorry making up the lost penance,
With the sentence to that never ending fire dragon,
Breathing regret on every stray thought that crossed my threshold
Believing every lie that was ever told.
Sharp tongue, coated in rich honey,
If I can taste it is it something that I should shunning?
But just deception, of my lost perception, that forever created an unclear connection, with the broken dedication of shattered bells, that would chime whenever wind would change to the rising swells,
bringing new treasons with new seasons with reasons for destruction to complicate my mind for a more complex concoction,
Just so boxed in.
With everything circulating,
Circulation to nothing but something that evolved into everything yet still meant nothing.
The essence of obscurity, is a mindful minority.
With only thing waving is the torn rag of poverty.